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About Me Member dAmn Addict Anata Everard17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Months
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Berlin, Germany

This is where I came from, where my family comes from, and where I am going to be when I finish school

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This is the place where you can find my random things. Take a look and see if there is anything you like

Going Absent

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 5:46 AM
  • Listening to: Suicide Silence
  • Reading: To Kill A Mocking Bird
  • Watching: Alexander flirt ;)
  • Playing: - - -
  • Eating: Rainbow Chip Frosting
  • Drinking: Diet caffine free grape soda
All watchers please read!





Alright well I'm not on as much as I used to be (obviously)
And I don't get to talk to any of you, I don't think I ever talked to any of you at all.
So if you would, please send me your
Hotmail
Live
Yahoo
AIM
Google
ID so that I can add you and we can chat!
Or you can add me!
anatabizarre@hotmail.com
anatabizarre@yahoo.com
anatabizarre@gmail.com

anatabizarre for everything
Alright that's all I want to say
^^

DEATH BY METAL!!!!
A.J.E.
{ScreamingPopPrincess}

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I was born in Berlin, Germany the year 1992.
My family had always been rich, so when mother had me she decided to leave for America.
I have four older brothers, one older sister, one younger brother and one younger sister. Besides me, my younger sister is the only blood relatied sibling. The rest are adopted.
My brothers always had some sort of rock band playing.
Whether it be Alternative, Hardcore, Metal, or Screamo.
I grew to love it all the most.
At a young age I found my life in music and singing.
Throughout the flowing years I also developed a love for reading, writing, and drawing.
Ever since I stopped going to private school and began going to public school, I find it the best and worst choice in my life.
Meeting people who make me who I am today, but also finding twice as much drama and violence.
Soon I grew to hate most teenagers for their rude or disrespectful behaviors.
Most of them act like three year olds when in reality there's nearly eighteen.
I have grown to strongly dislike lairs, traitors, fakes and posers.
As well as ignore those who judge, or have a very small amount of self esteem.
And from learning all this I also learned not to care what others think about me.
The only thing that matters is what I think.
And only my opinion will forever serve me.
I scream,
I sing.
I draw,
I write.
I read,
I learn.
It's who I am.

MUSIC:
AFI, The Agonist, Alesana, Alexisonfire, Alkaline Trio, All That Remains, As I Lay Dying, At The Gates, August Burns Red, Before Their Eyes, The Black Dahlia Murder, Blessthefall, Born Of Osiris, Breathe Carolina, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, Burn Halo, Chiodos, Cinema Bizarre, Dance Gavin Dance, A Day To Remember, Deathstars, Demi Lovato, Demon Hunter, The Devil Wears Prada, Emarosa, Enter Shikari, Escape The Fate, Ex Deo, Eyes Set To Kill, Family Force 5, Four Letter Lie, From First To Last, H.I.M., Hawthorne Heights, I Set My Friends On Fire, Inhale Exhale, Jeffree Star, Kittie, Lady Gaga, Lamb Of God, Lovehatehero, Metro Station, My Chemical Romance, Norma Jean, Oh, Sleeper, Owl City, Parkway Drive, Protest The Hero, Rise Against, Saosin, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Senses Fail, Silverstein, A Skylit Drive, Slipknot, Straight Line Stitch, Suicide Silence, We Are The Ocean

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Nothing here but fakes, Texas
  • Interests: Music, fashion, art, clothes
  • Favourite movie: V For Vendetta
  • Favourite band or musician: Blessthefall///Craig Mabbit
  • Favourite genre of music: pop, rock, screamo, metal
  • Favourite artist: Sabrah Hight{You don't know her!}
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Shakespeare
  • Favourite photographer: Hao Pham{You don't know him!}
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract
  • Skin of choice: Pale White
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jack Skellington
  • Personal Quote: "God told me being popular isn't healthy. That's why I'm always sick."-Jeff

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Comments


:iconrachelkaulitz-cullen:
hey anata what's you're fucking problem and why are being such a bitch to rebecca

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I love everything that has to do with Japan I am obsessed

I think Bill and Kiro are the hottest men alive :iconhugTHplz: :la:
:iconanatabizarre:
Well for starters I will thank you for calling me a bitch. I take that as a compliment :D
Secondly I do not harbor a problem nor have any problem with anyone on here, don't change that.

Rebecca acts to much like a child for me to cope with and sometimes, just like any normal human, I lose my temper with all the child play. All of this is honestly overrated and a simple waste of time. She has her differeneces I have mine, plain and simple.
My advice to you is that you keep your little nose out of this and stop talking to those who are older than you. That will only set you up to abused as an adult. What happens with me and Rebecca is between me and Rebecca.
I haven't even talked to her since that incident with the book and I must be honest alot of drama has gone away since then. Life is actually tolerable now in this shitty country. I appreciate the fact that you are watching out for your friend but sometimes it's best that you stay away from all this drama.
I apologize that this is so long and is obviously taking away your time but in regard I also thank you for reading this.

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The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield it.
Resist it and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself,
With desire for what it's monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful
:icontwilight6201:
Anata....i'm sorry....i shouldn't have said what I said. I was just stressed out and I get tired of being treated like a child....please don't be too mad at me.....

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I'm fallin' deeper and deeper
Getting sweeter and sweeter
can't obscure your desire
'cause you learn as it grows
It's so strong
It lingers on
Forever
:iconanatabizarre:
Don't apologize.
First of all, I hate it when people apologize because no one evers means it.
Second, if your tired of being treated like a child then don't act like one.
Third, it's ok.
But I'm not going to keep standing this every freaking time I do or say something you don't like

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The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield it.
Resist it and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself,
With desire for what it's monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful
:icontwilight6201:
alright you called me a liar telling me I don't mean it when i said sorry....that is rude...and you stop acting like my mom and we shouldn't have any problems. WE ARE NOT ADULTS!! No matter how much you act like one or think that you are you are not. I am not acting childish. Talk to my little brother that is childish. I am acting like a teenage girl so deal and quite calling me a child. If you think this is attitude it isn't. This is defending myself when i feel hurt.

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I'm fallin' deeper and deeper
Getting sweeter and sweeter
can't obscure your desire
'cause you learn as it grows
It's so strong
It lingers on
Forever
:iconanatabizarre:
Did I specifically say it was you? Did I say, "Don't apologize because your only lying" I think not. Quit putting words in my mouth. And I'm not acting like your mom. I'm not telling you what to do or what to say. I'm telling you the truth and basic fact of a stupid idiotic fangirl. And I know very well I'm not an adult but I'm also not a kid. I'm not like most teenagers, or a cpoy such as you. I act older for my age because it's who I am and it's who I've been all my life. If you don't like it then shut up and quit talking to me because I honestly don't care. And in conclusion, if your hurt then don't take your anger out on me. I'll put you in your fucking place. And you know very well I'm dead serious when I cuss.

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The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield it.
Resist it and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself,
With desire for what it's monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful
:iconanatabizarre:
Say anything hurtful? Please this is like a comedy I never watched. But that fact is I've grown up. It's time to stop acting like a kid for me and start acting like an adult. Or else I'll be on the streets when I graduate. And I can clearly see I have changed, thank you for pointing it out. And just to be clear I don't lecture those who joke around, I lecture those who are acting like little children. Once you get to my age you'll understand. As of right now your still barely a teenager with a whole lot of immaturity left in you. I would like to continue talking to you as well, honestly I do. And I know I'm sending mixed signals but sometimes when things go too far I snap. You know how that is with me. The offer of you telling me anything when your upset still stands, but when it's something about your father bossing you around or your mother grounding you, or something like that you get angry because you think they don't love you. Child if they didn't love you, your father would be cheating on your mother with some slut and your mother would be getting the divorce papers ready. But no, there still together. And you know why? Because they love you and Sam. He's only harsh because he's trying to prepare you for the real world. If you don't listen then you won't be ready and you'll be stuck in my situation. Alone on the streets when you graduate. He's starting early because he wants you to be head on ready. My father never did that. my father's never here. He's in New York with his new wife and he doesn't care about me and my family. I had to start myself on being mature or else I'll be stuck on the streets. So take a good look at yourself and think about this. If your father doesn't love you he wouldn't be there for you. And now that I am done I need to get off and get ready for school. Mother is getting angry.

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The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield it.
Resist it and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself,
With desire for what it's monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful

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